Wednesday, May 15th, 2002
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9:20 pm - Life of a Fish
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Today I am happy because I finally got enough money saved up to buy the fish tank I want. Its pretty expensive because it is a 75 gallon tank. I am going to be making a huge ass salt water aquarium. I am going to get a Trumpet Fish of course for the tank when it is complete. If you have not seen one of these you should look at some pictures. They are very bad ass. I was also thinking of getting a Lion Fish. They are extremely poisonis and aggressive so I would be kinda scared to clean the tank but they are very pretty. 75 gallons is really big so I could put lots of neat things in it.
current mood:  high
current music: Alice in Chains
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Monday, May 13th, 2002
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11:27 pm - Neat?
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I am getting a tattoo in the next couple of weeks. I am getting the A Perfect Circle symbol on the upper part of my back right below my neck. It will have a black outline and will be red on the inside. Smokin a lot of grass and feeling great.
current mood:  calm
current music: Cryptopsy - And then It Passes
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Tuesday, May 7th, 2002
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1:52 am - HAH!
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Wow sounds like a lot of people have been having a rough time lately. I heard about all this shit from the band trip. Wow. That was a shocker. Sounds like some people might grow up and maybe mature a little. Oh well things are going great for me. Have a good week...
current mood:  pleased
current music: Alice in Chains - Nutshell
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Sunday, April 14th, 2002
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11:01 pm - Posers
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Yeah, I didn't think anyone had the integrity to say anything to my face. I know you posers act two faced with me. Its o.k. I HAVE known it. By the way if you get a chance watch the newest Tool video for Parabol/Parabola. Its amazing and you will enjoy it.
current mood:  amused
current music: Cryptopsy (thats right) - Slit Your Guts
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Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
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6:57 pm - Had To
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Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
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10:50 pm - Done
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I don't really enjoy this lj thing so this is my last entry. If anyone can use my code or whatever they are welcome to it. Have a nice life.
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12:36 am - Ummmm
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Yeah so tonight sucked. I left from my main group of friends tonight because I thought Darin wanted to do something but I guess not. I wasted it sitting in my room. Oh well I kinda expected nothing would happen. Today was good though. I hung out with my friends all day again. Went to the mall and stayed over at their houses. hrmmm...nothing new happening. ahhh fuck this I don't want to think of anything to type. I suck and don't really care too much for myself.
current mood:  lonely
current music: Dimmu Borgir - Kings of the Carnival Creation
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Saturday, March 2nd, 2002
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1:01 am - Bah
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Well today was not bad. FOr some reason I had lost all patience with people today. At lunch some table of dumb kids were pointing at my friends and I and talking. I kinda blew it off but it really bugged me. Then tonight we were at the movies and looked around and were leaving and some kid said something under his breath. I seriously was wanting to turn around and confront him but no one else did. I am patient and not one to fight anyone but tonight I really wanted to. My head hurts too. But I got to hang around with my friends all day and evening so that is always good. Hopefully I will get to hang out with Darin this weekend. I saw her today and talked to her for the first time in person in a while. It felt really good. I was very happy to see her and it made me feel all warm inside. THings have not seemed too clear for the past week. Hopefully things will look up for us all. I am gonna go to sleep I guess. I am thinking about you Darin! bye bye
current mood:  aggravated
current music: Dimmu Borgir - Kings of the Carnival Creation
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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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9:50 pm - Heather!? Nooooo!
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Well tonight Heather and I were going to meet and work out. Well....the damn place was locked...so I tried to go to my friends hose to see if she was online to tell her not to come. So then I waited a few minutes and she didn't come so I went home and got her number from someone else and called her house but she was not home. ARRRRRGGGG!!!! So now I have to wait and see if she is gonna be mad at me. :( I AM SORRY HEATHER! I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS GOING TO BE LOCKED!!! I feel sooo bad. Today was pretty calm. I went to school and then came home and fell asleep on accident. Oh yeah do any of you have web cams? Heather and I need some more people to chat with on our web cams so if you have one reply to me. Woohoo! 4/11 Morbid Angel is coming! I have seen them 3 times and they are rather awsome.
On a sad note...here is my impression of Darin
No I don't want to hang out with you on Friday! I enjoy hurting Matt's feelings and watching him suffer. I would rather hang out with some KID named Nick. We will never hang out because I am going on a drunken rage and will bite you. (although that sounds nice) I also avoid you Matt!
Oh well...it is almost the weekend so all is good. Have a good evening everyone. bye bye
current mood:  blank
current music: Tool - The Patient
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12:09 am - Broken Heart
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I did not watch the grammys but Tool won best metal performance for Schism. They thanked mom, dad, and satan. Today was good I guess. Nothin new or different happened. Hung out with my friends all day. Oh yeah I went and got my hairs cut for the first time in months. I got the under part of my hair shaved really short and have my hair pulled back into 2 pony tails. I look like a lil girl. Bah....I got soooo shut down by a very sweet and special girl. My heart is crushed. She is gonna go out with another guy on Friday and is gonna fall in love with him and I will still be sittin her dreamin about her. Actually I really did have a dream with her in it a few nights ago and it was really odd/good. But I am gonna drag my broken heart to bed for now. But of course I will masterbate first!
current mood:  crushed
current music: Nine Inch Nails - Closer
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Monday, February 25th, 2002
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6:30 pm - Itching Sensation
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Holy hell! I usually do a really nice job on shaving my crotch. I was in a big hurry from the last time I did. Now I think I have razor burn down there. I have been itching my crotch for like 3 days now. Will the torture ever stop! Today was pretty good. Had no school, went to lunch with friends, got more friends and went to game works, then hung out at my house. They are gone for now but we are getting back together tonight at their studio in a lil while. Oh my god the day is almost gone and I havn't masturbated once! wow a new record for me....well it won't last because I know I can't make it through the night without it.
current mood:  horny
current music: Dimmu Borgir - King of the Carnival Creation
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12:24 am - FUCK OFF
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Today my friend eating with us said "now I know why I don't hang out with your friends". I didn't think about it until later and then I understood why. WHat the hell? THey make fun of things I like and try and make me look like an idiot. The people in and around Crazy Legs/SUits are fucking lame. I don't even consider them my friends. I thought they were but I really dislike them all. I only get called if they all need a god damn ride anywhere. Its really lame and not going to happen anymore. I don't care if I have to listen to a bunch of whiney bull shit like....wah wah wah negative attitudes wah wah.... I always end up going over there thinking we are supposed to have practice and usually its someone needing a ride to Suits practice. Fuck you all...take me to get cigarettes, take me to pick up my guitar, take me to lunch, take us all to whoever's house. It wouldn't even be a big deal but they are such assholes about it. Fuck that and fuck you all.
current mood:  sad
current music: Dimmu Borgir - Kings of the Carnival Creation
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Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
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11:59 pm - Kiss of the Dragon
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Yes well today wasn't that great. I had to get up really early and that is just not cool. I smoked out last night and turned on a little Pink Floyd and slept like a baby. If you ever get the chance smoke out and then turn on the cd Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd. The first song on the cd called, Shine on You Crazy Diamond, is sooooo great. I did nothing all day and then I got to hang out with a friend from San Antonio. We went and got ice cream and I bought Kiss of the Dragon on DVD. That movie is pretty sweet. Its not a great movie but its good enough. Sooooo....things with me and a someone are not working out. Doubt anything will happen with us since we can't even get together to hang out. I am crushed. I guess thats all.
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: Tracy Lawrence - As Any Fool Can See
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Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
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8:23 pm - Death By Hack Sack
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The past 2 days have been pretty good. I have hung out with my friends the past couple days. I went and watched Scott, Luis and Manuel play again. They sound good and are playing at the Galaxy Club next month. They have a new songer named Lance who kicks ass. He can scream for a long time and he just an all round cool guy. I dunno how old he is. He looks 24 or somethin. After they were done we played hacky sack. I already hurt my elbow skating and then tonight I hurt it badly playin hacky sack(yes I was being a retard and hurt it). I want to perform in front of people again. I can't believe we can't get CCs to call us back. I don't even wanna play there but I want to perform in front of people so badly I will play anywhere. I had lunch at
Ken-Taco-Hut today after school and some girl was there with my friend. When I got out of the car I said bye to her but I dunno if I said the right name. I was like oh shit I probly called her somthin else. meh...anyways....I was probly gonna say somethin else but I forgot. Take Care whoever reads this. bye bye
current music: KNTU - 88.1....mmmm....Jazz
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2002
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12:47 am - What the Hell?!!!
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Well...tonight on the way to a concert a guy in a truck hit me from behind. My head broke the window behind me. It was crazy and I wish I didn't go to the concert. bye
current mood:  weird
current music: Hill Street Blues Theme Song
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Monday, February 18th, 2002
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1:24 pm - Do It On My Face!!! Yes!!!
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I just got back from a "Nerdfest". It was really fun so I am still proud to be a nerd. I didn't go to sleep until 7:15 and I came home at 12. I feel like shit but I am still in a good humor. Tonight I am supposed to go see System of a Down. I guess it will be fun but I have seen them 2 times already and I kinda would rather hang out with my friends. oh well.
You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.
Find out your color at Stvlive.com!
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Alright I went ahead and did this color thing. Question 10 I found really disturbing. I mean one of the choices was "lifting weights/having a facial". Is getting a facial something your supposed to do after lifting weights? Or are there different forms of facials? haha...*cough* I mean is there something wrong with the way that sounds? Another problem with question 10.....I went ahead and put having sex because thats what I would do assuming I would have someone to do it with. Does my right hand count? Can you choose what you WOULD do like that?
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Warren G and Nate Dogg - Regulate
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Sunday, February 17th, 2002
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5:20 pm - Wax Machine Baaaaaaad.....
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Yeah so anyways today sucks my left nut. Went to practice and it was not that great. I went to Subway before practice which has been the highlight so far. My huge ass stereo in my room kicks ass. It has a turntable so I can listen to some of my Michael Jackson records. Oh yeah, so anyways, so many people have been bugging me to put my dick in the max machine so I finally took it into consideration. I was bored off my ass as usual last night. So I thought, well it was gonna happen sometime so I might as well get it over with. I barely put the end of my dick in it and it burned really badly so I took it out. So....in case you all wanted to know the wax machine doesn't feel very good on your penis. Although if I put the whole thing in it might. Maybe its one of those things that is great if you get used to it. I was kinda scared it would permanently hurt me. Haha. Everyone needs to get a web cam so you chat with Heather and I. Scott and I are gonna hang out later so that will give me something to do. ANyways I decided to get my entry done because I have nothing to do and won't want to at night time.
current mood: lonely
current music: Galactic - Baker's Dozen
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2:30 am - Where Are You?!
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Well today was an overall good day. Mark came and woke me up at 11 a.m. to work out which I was not too happy about but its cool. So we worked out a while and then i dropped Heather and Mark off for Suits practice. Then I went home and took a shower and what not. Then I went and hung out with Scott and all of them. Then we went to lunch at the Pizza Hut/KFC. We all got very sick so that sucks. We went and relaxed for a few hours. Then we went to CD World and then to my house. We did nothin all day but it was fine I guess. I hooked a realy good web cam up to my computer and set up a stereo in my room. Thought about Darin most of the day and wondering if her banquet went alright. Sucks we didn't get to hang out tonight because I really wanted to see her. oh well. I think I am going bowling tomorrow and Crazy Legs has practice. Its is almost 4 a.m. so I am goin to sleep.
current mood: lonely
current music: A Perfect Circle - Orestes
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Saturday, February 16th, 2002
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2:14 am - the Fantasticks
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I just now got home from seeing the Fantasticks. It was very good. I saw this play for the first time 11 years ago. I feel it was very well done. Although I was kinda lonely seeing as how I saw it by myself. The kid who played Matt didn't have a very good voice but I still enjoyed it. I think my voice is a lot better than his. I really enjoy the songs in that musical. So I watched my NIN dvd again today. I went skating with some friends and only skinned my knee. Then I went to Jared's and practiced a lil. Then I went home and went to dinner with my parents. After I got back from the musical I went to Scott's to watch a movie and now it is 1 and I am home. I didn't get to talk with Darin tonight so I am bummed. ahh well theres always tomorrow. Anyways.....seems like I had alot more I was gonna say before I had to leave in the middle of typing my entry. Well I forgot to feed my grandmas dog so I just did that. Now its 2:21 am. My parents are out of town tomorrow. If anyone wants to hang out with me that would be grand. Ummmm...this stuff is a pain in the ass so I am gonna end it.
current mood: lonely
current music: Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory - Pure Imagination
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Thursday, February 14th, 2002
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8:23 pm - Why?
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Have your parents ever wanted to do anything with you and you just don't go. You don't know why you didn't. Like my dad asked if I wanted to go to the movies. I knew he really wanted to go and I didn't. Then 10 minutes later you are thinking "Why didn't I just go?". I feel like such a shit head. I always do that. Then you really wanna go but you don't say anything to them. Today was about as dull as every other day. I was supposed to go watch my friends band practice and I didn't. I don't know why I didn't do that either. Darin gave a valentines day card which was the only one I received so I am very thankful. I am goin to watch a musical tomorrow night by myself. Anyone seen the Fantasticks? I am also going to go skating tomorrow after school. Hopefully I won't break my already broken arm. SO I have been sitting here bored to death. Its really annoying. It has taken me so long just to think to type this so I am gonna stop.
current mood:  bored
current music: Big River Broadway Musical - Worlds Apart
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